virgins
all these misguided girls
artemis
bleed us the way,
arms outstretched like children. grasping and pressing poor cupid away
pierce us with your arrows (bleed i)
remind us the wilderness within us
let us feel your crystal vibration
let us pick up our hearts and lay them on the ground. to feel any avalanche earthquake mudslide which may fall upon them
open us to pain. the real pain that equivocates real life joy
make us be lovers
teach me to be a lover.
my belly wants to moon
from holding some grey truth
silvery nights and ecstatic parent
my belly’s an embarrassment with its unused open space
neath these outstretched arms
that have been pushing and grasping away for a lifetime
teach myself to be a woman
who knows she’s ok.
murderousArms-length
make me still
and tell me, skymoonpluto what this soaking disease makes from
a blind self absorption
a willingness towards death and walking zombie
paired with such sweetness and mistrusted skill
raining inadequacy wrapped innervousness
how these demons kick
how to kick them demons !
learning answer to some question about the nature of mineillness
CA n my heart plEASE O-h-pen towards a rainbow colored velvet purple case key’i want us to rest
in the comfort crevice of the butterfly’s wings
meeting in space
in that space
that tummy space where we can call the moon in.
this is truth
hear me here
